Thursday, May 24, 2012

Well we managed to get through two birthdays and enjoyed a great dinner and cake together with family. It was great! Melissa cooked supper and baked a cake and all. We were so impressed. Life has been making some world wind changes in my husband. I just cannot believe how in the world he has been changing. He is becoming a totally new man. First he now encourages me to pay our tithing, then he goes through his clothes and takes out all that is not pleasing to our Lord. Amazed! Yes I am. Now as of last night, he wants to go to a worship service this up coming sunday night where they are teaching about receiving the gift of the Holy Ghost. Wow! Does Mike not want to be just a bench warmer any logner??? He also volunteered to baby sit three out of four of the most hyperest children in all time. He says, " what can be no worse then Kyla and I handle her just fine." I was shocked. Ok Bud, now my friend and her daughter can go to our sisterhood weekend and not worry. He is even going in and getting permission to switch around his dialysis treatment, just so he can watch them on Saturday morning as well. How awesome is this?? Is this really my "new and improved" husband?? lol I'm all for it.. I've been working with a friend from church on getting a woman's group here at my house to be able to do a bible study, fellowship, crafting, what ever with their children. We want to call it "mommy and me" group. Awesome. I can't wait.. Our life just seems to be growing in the direction it should of been a very long time ago.. But hey, God doesn't count your past, he just helps you look forward to your future. How impressive is that??

Monday, May 7, 2012

Sometimes I get so frustrated. I am a very relying person on my God. I go to him for everything that I need to do in my daily walk of life. I trust in all that he will give me. But I also believe that he expects us to do things for ourselves. If we are ill, rely on the Dr's if need be. (he put physicians on the Earth for this purpose) If there a better lifestyle to live, allow God to show you. If your drag yourself down and over do your body will eventually drop from exhaustion. God will bless you in your service, but he also expects you to take care of yourself, in order to take care of others. Sleep and rest is very important not only physically but emotionally and psychologically also. Same goes with our diets. God gave us foods that we can grow and eat, or buy food that has been grown. When we continue to put processed foods, that are full of garbage, additives and such in our bodies, eventually it catches up. We get sick, we develop health issues. If there are things out there to help us strengthen our bodies and rebuild what we have broken down inside our bodies and strengthen our immune systems. I'm just surprised more people don't jump aboard and do it. Wouldn't a person rather put all natural things in their bodies to rebuild then drugs that mask and cover up the problems? Yes prescription drugs are cheaper(today) but what happens a few years down the line, while your were taking a med that helped an issue but ate away at your liver or kidneys? Gave your ulcers or eroded the lining of your esophagus and stomach. You had to reconstuct the pathway to the bowel tract? Do you get what I'm saying? Why do people put themselves through this? I did for many years. It's all I know. We do what we have been conditioned to do. Our parent's did it, why can't we. Isn't it time to break the cycle and do what we can to be healthier then our parents? To live longer then our parent's? Do you have a family member that died at a young age, from a disease, they could of most likely prevented? Heart attack, diabetes, stroke, fibromyalgia, the list can become a mile long... I know I do. I want to rebuild myself, get down to the inner cellular level and rebuild my damaged cells and develop healhtier ones. Do you think I like being known as lazy? All that lady does is lay around the house and sleep, do nothing. She has to hire someone else to clean her home (the simple household chores any one can do) But if I did them, I have to lay back down after each task and regroup for 30 mins or so. Do I enjoy every time it rains or the barmetric pressure changes drastically, to gets migraines, and such severe pain, all I want to do is cry and take hand fulls of meds to try and get rid of the issue . 90% of the time, it only brings the pain level down to a place where I can move again.. I want my life back. I'm 40 years old and I move around most days like Im 80. Heck I've seen some 80 year olds that move better then I do. I knew a lady who would til her garden or flower beds with a maddox and plant all her things by hand. She would play her neighborly rolls and dig up flowers and veggies and deliver by hand boxes to neighbors around her. Just to say, Hey thank you for being you. thank you for saying hi everytime you drive by. Wouldn't you like to be that way? I know I would. Well if someone would tell you they found a product that would do that for you. In just 2 oz a day you can start a process that will change your whole life for the better, for years to come. Yes, every one is hesitant at first. How can a product be so great and do so much. Well, first off 99% of most ailments are started on a cellular level. No? Autoammune diseases, surely are and many more. So why not try a product someone tells you, it works wonders. NOT JUST FOR ME, but check out these thousands of people who tried and look at them today. Well, that is what I did. I took one's word and decided if it could do it for them, and the other thousand out there, why couldn't it do it for me? Heck especially if it's 100% empty bottle, money back guarentee. (30 days) I jumped aboard and tried. In thirty days, I went from migraines to slight headaches, I went from severe pain to tolerable pain, hmm ok so far, it's doing something. Lets try for another thirty days. Wow! I took less pain meds this month. By the end of the month, I was able to stop taking my daily depression meds, my fibro meds (lyrica and neurontin) and I've not had a migraine all month.. Wow! Let's do another month and see if I can totally get off my night time sleep meds and such. I've been able to do laundry and clean my bathroom and not lay down to regroup. There's a plus! My husband has received more energy since he got sick. He still runs circles around me, but more so now. He does more in a days time, then he did in years. He brought the product to his dr and his doctor was like, oh yes, I like it.. Keep taking it.. sent his dr home with a sample and info for it.. Why not.. So now, what is the way, you present it to another. It's all natural it's less then $1.50 a day. and look at the benifits.. It's backed by Dr Roizen and Dr Oz. Alot of the celebraties and sports stars take it.. They are raving how it give more energy and no viruses and such. College students are taking it and getting better grades and are more alert. They take Verve, instead of red bull or monster drinks for surge of energies and no crash afterward. Better performaces from them. Granted there are so many Healthy schemes out there as well as so many health alternatives. Not saying one is better then the other. You have to find the one that works for you and run with it. This is my health of choice (I've tried a few) but nothing seems to do what Vemma has done for us. I hope you can find something that will work this way for you also. I don't know about you, but I would love to live to be over 100 and still be able to function in my everyday life. But until then, I'm doing what I can just to function as a 40 year old should function (not a sick 80 year old) I still rely on God for my spiritual needs, but I still rely on what God has granted others to teach and help also. that is why they were put on earth to do. Why not take advantage of it. It God wanted you to fully 100% rely ONLY on him, he wouldn't have had dr's and resources to help him along the way also. (I may not have worded it correctly, but I hope you understand on what I mean.. Love and hugs to all who are reading this, and I hope no one has gotten offended in any way. Hope you have a blessed week. That is my Monday thoughts..

Saturday, May 5, 2012

Well is moving along. It's now May and we are living day by day. Mike goes in on his birthday (18th) to get his PD port (belly) for home dialysis. Then he won't have to go to the center three days a week. He is so excited about this. We still have to take a trip down to Tampa, to get him tested for transplant and get put on the list. He has done so many changes in the year. I'm so impressed with him. Last year he got really mad at me for paying tithing with his money. This year he insists on it. First right off the top. I'm like Yes, he finally sees the blessing and what tithing can bless you with. He has started singing each week. Mike doesn't sing. Just that the spirit over comes and you can't help but sing. He has gained so much of a testimony going through this hardship. He has been talking to everybody about Vemma and how it has worked on his body. He has so much energy and such. People can't get over it. He's brought in samples and paperwork, so all can see. I'm going to be having a birthday party the end of the month for a friend here. Then on the 2nd of June, I will be having a jewelry party. July, my sister in law is moving down and will be staying with us, till she finds a place. Life is going to be so busy around here. Jw will be coming the end of July, beginning of Aug to spend the month with us. Man I can't wait. I miss him so much! I've been growing spritually daily. I try and read daily (nightly) the Word and apply it. I do a women's bible study. we are learning the women in the bible and what roles they played leading to Jesus' life. Then on my personal studies, I'm learning about getting closer to my Father and receiving the gift of tongues. I'm so wanting to have the closeness to my Father and be able to climb up in his lap and have him hold me. I so want to become a close as I can to Him. It says in the bible that you must confess ALL of your sins in life and come clean before God and then the spirit will start opening up you mind and heart to be able to. I so wondered what it was in my life that was not confessed and forgiven. I was presented back to our sister hood weekend and what had been brought out then. OH!!! You would think (never just assume or think) that was so long ago, it was forgotten. So I represented it to Him and asked for my forgiveness. I now, have gone from, ok I'm getting words formed in my mind and when i repeat outloud, another word forms. Then I pray to my Father please make it known to me that it is the spirit telling me these words or is it Satan helping me along. There is a book out that Pastor Mark talked about, that I'm looking at getting. So when payday comes I will see about it. But for now, I'm reading "Princess unaware" and learning more and more each day. It has alot of biblical references and reading references to interact in with the scripture. how cool is that??? But that is where life has been for me so far. Just learning a little more every day..