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Saturday, November 6, 2010

some better days ahead?? FAITH

It has been so difficult these past few days with Mike in the hospital. We go in for blueing of his middle two fingers on his left hand and find his blood pressure through the roof and no matter what medication they give him or how many it still is high. It does go down while he is sleeping, not to perfect but casual high like 150 or so. Then after he wakes and starts moving around he stairs his daily climb. It's 170, the 180, then 190, then 199 and tonight before he went to bed it hit 212. It's unreal. The Dr's are baffled as to why no meds are working. They switch them and still nothing. With the infection gone in his fingers and it's healing slowly but surely. Now we have a new fear. For if his BP keeps being this high, he is going to start having more issues with his body. So I pray that somehow God will bless over the Dr's and nurses in finding out the right thing to help him get it down and be able to come home.
We are financially in a down slope. With him in the hospital and such we are short with half our rent. The water bill and electric are coming up and we have no money to how we are going to pay it. It scares me so badly. I wonder how mmany struggles we are to have before we can get settled and be able to live and not worry how to pay the bills. I don't mean anything else right now, just rent, utilities, gas in truck, etc etc the essentials. We don't have tv, phone or anything to that sort. Our friend has the internet. So we don't even pay that. Mike's daughter pays for the food, Thank you so much for that and she pays the overacher for the rent. So that covers us there. Or we wouldn't be making it. But now i'm worried we aren't going to make it at all.
I just need to stop, pray and have faith that Father in heaven knows what he is doing and will carry us through. I just have to keep all that in mind..
“[Instructions on Worship] I urge, then, first of all, that petitions, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for all people— for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness.”- 1 Timothy 2:1-2

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